well well, its been sometime since i last posted something....
today had been really nice to have pour out my tots to my fren, one of which i consider close....felt such a relief....had make me feel soo much better as compared to days ago where i was soo stress about reaching a cross junction of my life
singing has always been my love.....performing is something i enjoyed....but i realised that all the time i've spend on trying to make things work better, where it might lead me to a path of stardom, i hesitated...
havent that been all we had ask for? a contract......a management contract....a chance of moving nearer to my goal.....
but y does it seem to make me more confused?
all my life, i had wanted to be an attraction....a positive one....deep down, i sort of yearn for people to know what i can do....but somehow, along the way, the reality and certain things have made me lazier, and becoming more a commoner.....
i hope to be different....one only live once....it'll be soo nice if we can do something that we like and enjoy it and be really happy and working harder towards it....
but somehow, this contract really makes me stop and reconsider my balance...balance in my life......
after much tot, i think i noe what i wan....but as to whether i have the courage to step forward and try to achieve something........
guess i need more time....time to digest and think about what i have and what i wan......
