......

i need to cool down and think of what was said. And decide......i'm not enjoying this.

Irritated

I'm not working these 2 days but am not really happy about how work is. Or rather, i dun think i am coping well. Too many unknowns that i need to learn myself and get it up. All systems related stuff falls under me and i'm causing project delays. Yes i have a girl under me but i do not have enough knowledge to pass on. It's time to do something.

Argh....

New house

I now officially own a 5 room flat, located at the east.

Now is the time to plan what to put in the house. To touch up with my touches....

Stay tune...

Please learn.....

Standing behind someone and staring into their screen is what i defined as rude. Stop it.

Managing expectations

So, i have to start managing my expectations before i 'kill' myself with my expectations

Today i had scheduled for a practice session. So my friends who are able to make it turn up. I did not want to waste people's time as its afterall, a favour. So i was clear and told them we will do half hour of each choreo, meet at 9pm, at the studio.

The march in choreo wasn't that smooth. WZ had problems with her choreo as i think the song i've chosen did not give her much inspirations. She had struggled with the choreo. It was in bits and pieces. Had to help make it linked.

The dance performance choreo was better. B was almost done with his and he was clearer in his teaching. But the choreo was more challenging.

Overall, we started late, as had to wait for B to be done with his performance. We managed to practice about 8 eights i think and i spend the rest of the time with WZ and JY to help do up the choreo and finally done with verse and pre-chorus.

Hopefully the next practice is better. dun really want to waste ppl's time when its a favour....

opps he did it again part 2

Just when i am halfway surfing the net, all power went off and i hear the sound of water. Or rather, peeing.

I went to his room. He is standing there, peeing into the corner of the wall, IN THE ROOM.

No matter how i call, there is no response.

I woke her up, got the power up, and both of us started cleaning.

I cannot imagine how she has done this for him soo many times.

Which is worst
1. Clean up after your baby/children
2. Clean up after a drunkard HIM
3. Clean up after a sick HER

I guess, probably, there is more tolerance and willingness over 1st and 3rd. The 2nd, call yourself unlucky. Shit. I bet this will not be the first and last.

Argh.....

opps he did it again

Since i can remember, this is the xxxxx times he is drunk. i could not understand how he expect to gain people's respect when he is always behaving like that.

I'm tired, after carrying him with her to his bedroom and on the bed.

Very nice video

This is good. It reminds every couple what is important in a relationship. What are the typical steps that leads to a breakup? How important it is to communicate and not take each other for granted, no matter what....Enjoy...

Down.....

Im almost totally burnt out.

Had a 'bad' discussion today. Was pinpointed at, had to 'fight', justify and appear to rationalise what we have to do.

It's all about my girl again. With this teammate, i lost my patience at times, be irritated and i always have to answer for her existence.

I asked myself if it was me. Then asked myself shouldn't she be more initiative

Boss say i was directive, need to learn to get her to derive her answers more.

With the amount of things on my plate, and some idiots, i really appreciate her to be better and fight her own battles.

Too much complaints, too much work, too little time, too little energy left.

To think i've just had a break in KL. I think i'm not motivated.

I'm having only a fighting spirit now.

Have to recharge fast or i can get off the bus

Househunting...

Househunting is definitely an experience. I wanted to get a house of our own in time for our wedding.

That means, calculating our finances, attending the resale seminar, finding an agent and listing your preferences

Having stayed central Singapore all my life (I sound as though SG is a BIG country), i am relunctant to shift too far away. But there needs to be a compromise as Dear stays in East....

So, we sat down and discuss. Discuss with the agent with our cash at hand, what are the options.

As much as measurements were down by the government to ease the market, valuation remains high, COV went slightly down but with our combined income that restricted us to getting a bank loan only, we needed to cough out 5% valuation limit + COV in cash.

So, we got some options in area and that means, SengKang, Buang Kok and maybe somewhere else (cant remember)

So we went househunting on last sunday. Viewed a total of 8 units. 6 in Seng Kang and 2 in Buangkok.

It was amazing how others have done up their places. From spick and span, to dirty toilets, carpark view, blocked view......in the end, we couldn't make a decision.

its hard to find a location both agree, a house you both like and not forgetting one that meets your budget.

Its an art, i must say.

So, the househunting continues....

discharged from physio!!!

One down....i'm discharged from Physio....

I chose not to continue to the Sports class...something that can be taken up if you would like to go back to sports..I think i'm alright not to at the moment....so shall be discharged...

Yeah....

am in an irritable mood

i waited half an hour for the bus

My bag got heavier

I start to get impatient because i have waited half an hour in the morning for the same bus

Should i board other buses that come by and take a bus change to get home

Why din't Dear call or sms to offer to pick me up? i start to think.

Why my friend can't book or pay herself?

The more i think, the more things come into my mind, the more irritated i become.

haiz....

I'm just complaining....

nice version of 雙節棍 by 蔡旻佑~ 唱抒情版的雙節棍