Im almost totally burnt out.
Had a 'bad' discussion today. Was pinpointed at, had to 'fight', justify and appear to rationalise what we have to do.
It's all about my girl again. With this teammate, i lost my patience at times, be irritated and i always have to answer for her existence.
I asked myself if it was me. Then asked myself shouldn't she be more initiative
Boss say i was directive, need to learn to get her to derive her answers more.
With the amount of things on my plate, and some idiots, i really appreciate her to be better and fight her own battles.
Too much complaints, too much work, too little time, too little energy left.
To think i've just had a break in KL. I think i'm not motivated.
I'm having only a fighting spirit now.
Have to recharge fast or i can get off the bus
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