Saturday, May 16, 2009

Tired...exhausted

I'm been in my new job for 1month plus. And i'm tired. Everyone seems to be looking forward to me joining the team. I was excited as well. Just that now, i've lost some energy.

I've been kept busy all day. Meeting clients, solving consultants problems, discussion, asking people about what happens in the office, how are things done and lotsa more. Soo many things to do, soo little time.

Having problematic consultants doesn't help as well. My boss has been nice to them and they are slowly taking advantage of it and i'm feeling the effects of it.

I've heard many people giving me advices. And these advices are draining me out. They are good advice, just that they are not in line with what i was 'brought' up in. The autonomy and flexibility given makes me feel uneasy.

I feel im at a cross junction. Lots of way to do stuff. I don't have advisors that i can really seek in the office. Im the only head that is from operations.

As i start to drain out my energy, i need to find a way out. A way to quickly set things right, the way i want. I'm not sure how well i can do it, but im sure as long as i try hard enough, i will make it happen the way i want it to.

Ganbatte!

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