recent thoughts

I feel that i've changed over the years. No longer the always nice girl, not as chia. The me now, i know what i want more, i show my displeasement more, i start to really look at results.

At work, i try to help, but i start to want to do things that i can accredit to my KPI.

I use to be really busy fool. Do things and that without a clear focus on the end result. I think of the end result, but not clearly enough.

Now, i target on what is the problem more to get the project up and what i need to do to get there.

Though being in a big company, i was always on my own plan. I plan and do what i want. I wasn't in such a state where my boss will lay out my path and i work towards it.

Now, with my new boss, there are stuff to work towards to, deadlines to meet.

I feel more focus. But am feeling the heat. Is it because i do not really like what i'm doing? or what?

I'm searching for an answer. Not bewildered, just thinking.