definition of fren....

Well, today is a hi bye day...what happened???

was at JB for fling and saw b...ever since that incident, the friendship has never been the same...there is something weird i feel that either b is thinking about or a pending problem that has finally decided to surface....it makes me wonder..."How should we define Frens?"

we knew each other since year four in ntu....b, wz, ff and me...they were a gang together and i sort of broke the ice and squeeze myself into the gang and it has been like this for sometime....we are honest about the way we dance and all....it is a close relationship....

till that fateful nite...a casual remark by me to b sort of produce sparks or erupted the volcano....

he wrote me a long email about how he dislikes me as a student...how my actions were contradicting and so....its true and i admit its contradicting....i was enthusiastic about performing 'Flying Home' at welcome tea....but the afternoon practices after morning djing sort of took away the energy...plus we are learning the swedish way now, everything is sooo difficult and tiring....

and he is a very passionate person towards lindy....passion soo great that he can give up a normal working hours job to give himself the flexibility to dance... that he can argue with his dad and so on...

that's where at times, i think that the pressure and hopes he placed on us is great and when the fulfilment is not obtained, the disappointment is doubled...

now, b is smsing me and saying that he doesnt understand y all four of us are soo different and that maybe he shld find new frens with the same passion...

sigh.....

we must all remember that in life, there will be many people who cross our path....there are people who initially got together because of a common interest.....as lots of time are spend together to think and tok about the common interest, there should be more things developed in the friendship that deepen the friendship...and WE SHOULD BRAVE THROUGH this small hiccup....i have this feeling that he is insecure.....

i have no idea why and how the frienship has steered to such a direction, a direction that is cold and no warmth at all....a hi bye friendship...

sigh.........

Hopefully the storm will be over soon....