I need a big break....

I guess, too much things have been happening at a very short 4months span. My breakup, my stagnancy, grandpa's death, Jonathan's missing, dad jobless and now supreme tiredness

I start to feel stagnant. There has been too many things happening and i've been trying to keep up. LIterally. Be it that i'm struggling to stay on top of things or hiding underneath the blanket tearing, i'll survive.

There comes a point of time where i just want to do things i like, hang around, find my 'happiness' and start afresh.

The recent HKG trip has provided me a chance to know more about others, see more of other culture, and experience being alone. I did enjoy some company in HKG, but i guess due to my changed self, i realised i choose what i hope to feel. Hard to explain the feeling but yah, its there.

The next trip will be to Bangkok with Mandy. A first trip that we will go together. The aunties have their doubts and uncertainties, providing lots of advice, warning us of the things to look out for. Guess they have forgotten that we are considered grown ups?

Im just hoping this trip, one of the trip that i considered my own initiated, personal trip will be enjoyable. With just 2 of us, we need all the support from each other.

Jiayou!