Bought a deck of oracle cards today, The Wisdom of Avalon by Colette Baron-Reid.
Was playing with the turtle gang and the guys. They seem curious at first and they urge each other to have a go. However, after each reading, i realised they were having fun and not serious with the cards. A little offended but, guess, its ok bah
Anyway, i did a single card reading and once i got the card, i was a little shocked. I've drawn a forgiveness card.
The card reads,
"Drawing this marker says that you must now search your heart for any unresolved resentment, anger, or disagreements between u n another. If you're still hurt or angry about another's behaviour, or if there are circumstances in your life that you resent, this is a time when it's crucial to release the negative energy surrounding those situations. Resisting this will only impede your growth and draw more unwanted experiences to you.
Resentment and anger are emotions that actually bind you and hook you to the events that cause your suffering, keeping them alive inside you, draining you of your life force and inner light. Nothing good comes from hate, anger, or resentment. Peace can only come through forgiveness, when you release all that binds you to negativity. Perhaps you need to forgive yourself for placing unrealistic expectations on your situation resulting in a self-sabotaging perception tainted by perfectionism.
Look at the world and see how the lack of forgiveness feeds the turmoil and suffering around you. Forgiveness is the key to freedom and peace......and it starsts with you.
This marker requires you to practice forgiveness so that you can be an active part of spreading peace and beauty throughout this troubled world"
Guess the question i ask? "How can i get over the guilt i have for breaking up with him?"
Soo true a reading.....
and i regreted doing this reading in front of my frens. Cos i was asked what question i asked and i resented answering that cos it resulted in one of them asking me why i had break up with him. And i hear the magic words again. "Then it must be your fault lor"
Though harmless, it hurts.
Forgiveness, i will digest the reading and practise it.
1 comment:
forgiving yourself is sometimes the hardest thing to do. whether a r/s works out or not is something no one's fault, things happen, people grow apart/out of love. most importantly, one must have the strength to continue their journey and through each experience, learn and grow from it.
you never know if the decision made is the best, but if it's done with the best of your current feelings/knowledge, then it is the best decision at the moment. Life is too short for regrets and guilt.
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