How are you.....

i sent him an sms.......

i wondered how he is, and hence i sent him a message. I do not know if it is a good choice, but i just wanted to hear that he is coping well....i seriously hope though i know the answer

He replied. He was shocked. Shocked that i initiate an sms since the last 2months. "Wow" he said.

He is not ok. He said, "I've lost my loved one and i cant do anything to that. Something missing in my heart"

I expected such a reply. He did not have friends that he could confide in. And i guess, its really not his character to confide in others.

"Still alive and kicking. Like walking zombie" he continued. Sounds bad.

I din like the message i received. But what could i do. I hope the best for him.

And he finally ended with "I should not spend time on someone who doesnt want to spend time with me"

.........what should i say? what could i say? Is the statement fair? I don't know.

I had a drink with Meiling earlier on. Am feeling unclear and tired due to the alcohol.

I cant judge...i dun think i can even without the alcohol. I chose not to reply. Because i don't know what to reply. I dozed off...

I woke up, a little blur. I thought of the sms yesterday. I try to evaluate the statement. How true it is? I really do not know.

In the end, i chose to leave it as it is. Let time evaluate it for me