This entry is dedicated to a man who loves me soo much and one, i couldnt give him the happiness he desires
Thank you for everything that you have done for me. The monthly gifts, the flowers, picking me up from MRT, giving me the support to go singing and whatever i do. I've grown to be someone who is able to do all the things i enjoy, because of the space that you have given me. Although till now, i couldnt differentiate if that is your unconditional love or my stubborn to change that resulted in the space and freedom you have given me, i really want to thank you. Because of the space you have given me, im able to do what i enjoyed, ie music but unknowingly, it drawned both of us further from each other.
In all the six years we've been together, I'm really sorry. I've not been a good girlfriend. Not being nice enough to you, spending enough time with you and many many that i could not think of.
It is painful, very, to let go of someone who has been my hidden pillar of strength. But i needed to do what i needed. Its not fair to bind you like this and i needed something else. It's never my intention to end it this way and i've really given deep thoughts before i decided to let go.
Please forgive me.
You really deserve someone who treasure you more.
Although it will probably take a very long time for both of us to recover, we will get through this, become stronger, and meet someone better and more suitable for each of us....i strongly believe.
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